you
words
glitter
and
it
brings
a
certain
thickness
to
my
blood.



so i was thinking about friendships earlier today. to be honest, "best friends" and "friends", i have come to realize, are nothing. they're just words. the time spent on trying to make something work is.. useless.
the people i know,
are a waste of time.
space.
energy.
breath.
LIFE.

it's sad to find this out but all the while this is happening, i'm content with knowing this.
i've officially immune to it.
or perhaps my brain perceptors are confusing me again.
which they tend to do a lot of..
especially recently.
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it'scoming'roundagain.
it'scoming'roundagain.

it's about fuckin' time.