like a lemon.

i am in such a bad mood, it's like i can't even function. i'm so frustrated with people. annoyed. i almost feel like i want to say i hate anything about everyone at this moment.

disregarding people i don't know..
because that doesn't really count now does it, hah.
today consisted of petty arguments.
and me almost losing my cool. seriously, i wanted to physically hurt my mother.
somehow get into her head that because of her,
i am what i am.
and according to my mother's standards.
and my fathers too,
i am trash.
i am nothing.
i am a disappointment.

i doubt anything else i do will effect anything.
i'm a failure in their eyes either way.
if it's not one thing, it's another.

those last 6 sentences started with 'i'.
everyone is selfish.
no exceptions for me.